We're ready to go now..

Wahh tajuk gempak seh.. He he he..okay2 let me make it short and simple..I'm going for short gateway today to place where I've been before..just for a repeating and got things to get there..

Off course I'm going with MH this time..gonna spend the quality time with him..ngeh ngeh ngeh..

Till then..happy weekend guys..now otw to KLIA...:)

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Dexamethasone,Dhea 25,Metformine

These are the names of medicines that I take right now. Its is not a diet pills but it is partly of my current ongoing procedure..

After the OD last year September, I don't see any chances that I'll getting pregnant now.. I need more drugs in me kot.. The doc keep giving me the lowest dose which I believe he is afraid that I will have a bad side effects on certain drugs that he prescribe to me..

So far Alhamdulillah,no allergic on medicine given or any procedure that he have done on me.. If u ask me, how much $$$ that we have spent for all the treatment including the operation that I had last September,easily could reach 15-18k..it could be more or less.. But every appointment set up with him, we fork out our own $$$...

Both of us will try our level best..insha Allah..so tadi jumpa doc dia kasi ubat utk makan 2weeks..he told me, next cycle if semua okay, dia akan buat IUI..my very first IUI...I x pernah rasa mcm mana but it sedikit sebanyak membantu me utk conceived..kami akan cuba utk a few cycles.. Then,kalau ada rezeki syukur kepada Nya...harap2 adalah ya melalui IUI tu nanti kan..amin ya rabbal allamin..

Td doc kata mungkin telur aq dah pecah semalam sbb tadi masa scan telur ada byk jugalah tp sederhana besar je..uwarghh..oh telur,kenapa ko degil sgt nak besar..???penat tau asik kena cucuk je utk dptkan baby ni..berilah kerjasama untuk aku meneruskan ya...

Am I strong enough to face semua ni?? Ntahlah cmner nak ckp..diri rasa kuat,org nampak kuat tp entahlah.. Ramai ckp aku nmpk strong utk go thru tapi tak tau kat dlm ni.. Byk benda nak pikir..psl masa dan waktu yg perlu aq korbankan utk kesana kemari..wang ringgit..mental,fizikal aku toksah ckplah..the more the merrier lah jadinya...:)

Mungkin org yg senasib dgn aq ni paham bkn senang nak go thru semua ni..tp aku thankful sgt2 sbb dpt suami yg support aku..tak kisah kalau dia kena gi wat semens test or whatsoever dia akan buat..dia bkn jenis suami yg selfish ataupun ego..itu sbb aku sayang sgt dgn dia...

Hehe..dah melalutkan..oklah dulu nak gi amik MH kat opis sbb arini aq half day sbb gi jumpa doc Z..hehe..:)

The gonalf and Lan's wed..

Early sunday morning, I woke not so early sebab x pyh buat apa2 pun..cuma nk get ready utk ke Lan's wedding kat bkt mahkota club house..

Dah siap mandi n pakai baju,baru gerak MH untuk jab kat perut aku..nasib baik ubat doc dah siap2 masukkan klu x susah sikitlah..

Actually x lama manalah and sakit masa jap tu cuma risaukan yg disuruh MH bkn GP or doc buat..but he have to get use nak buat benda2 ni..cos sooner or later MH kena buatkan if jarum mcm tu..kalau setakat gonal f masuk n tettt..I can do it by myself..insha Allah..:)

Harap2 adalah rezekinya after segala usaha..berdoa dan bertawakal pada yg satu..oklah dulu..hehe.. Lagi satu td attend wedding abg lan and wife dia anne...so doakan agar jodoh berkekalan..

Time to say goodbye..nite2 darlingsssss..xoxo

Weekend ku..

This mrng ada appointment dgn Doc Z..so bangunlah awal sbb aq dlm WL ya..appointment dia penuh giler..sampai DEMC registered dpt nombor lmbt lagi..10org depan aq..

Gi breakfast kat Mak Jah cafe...sorang2 mmgla boring..MH x ikut..skrg aq je yg kena gi treatment tu..tp xtaulah smp bila kan..penat mmg penatlah..dlm kol 12 barulah no aq dipanggil..doc z pagi ni je dah ada 2 emergency call sbb ada patients nak deliver..but his face calm je lepas masuk continue balik consult patients..ramai juga arini..dgn teriakan budak2 dlm tmpt waiting tu..bkn nak complainla yer,mak tu mmglah tgh memboyot..bapanya boleh biar je anak dia melalak dlm tu..kot ye pun,dukung bawa keluarlah kan kan..huh...

Oklah psl tu..doc z did tvs scan on me and nmpklah a few eggs cuma as usual x besar lagi..so dia inject balance gonal f kt perut aq and siapkan satu set lg ubat gonal f utk aq cucuk esok..monday rest no jab and tuesday dtg jumpa dia balik utk scan kol 3pm..so kena amik 1/2 day..nantilah malam ku apply cuti and dh inform my superior and she okay wiz it..

Skrg ni still rasa sengallah bontot kiri lepas smlm cucuk..argh!shudnt give my left buttock utk jab lah..anyway I'm on my way to MIL house and still stuck dlm jamm dari sg buloh road until kepong..rupanya2 ada lori rosak dok tgh tarik..damn!! And gilerlah..x bleh terima den sbb sebijik lori jamm gilerrr..

Nak gi beli kuih2 and lepak umah mak jap..aiyoo nak hujan and mmg dah hujan pun skrg..hehe..

anyway,last but not least Happy birthday to my stepson,Adam Khaliq.. May u have a best bday this year..happy 20th bday!!!

Cheers :)
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Again jab jab

This morning (merujuk kepada sabtu pagi), I Ada appointment dengan doc Z..actually kena walk in sebab dah fully booked jadual doc aq ni... Alhamdulillah sampai DEMC dlm kol 930am, terus gi registered and dapat nk 8409... Tengok kat screen depan pintu doc 8403... Consider awal jugalah aku...

Tapi no berjalan dengan slownya...end up aku sempat ghi breakfast dulu... Abis breakfast buang hajat etc, Ada 3 more numbers depan aku...finally 11am masuk jumpa doc.. Dia jab satu kat perut aku ubat balance gonal f tu...tp Kali ni gonal f out stocks...so dia kasi folliova 75.. Ubat ini aku kena inject kat bontot...hehehe....tp bukan aku yang Akan inject..tp nurse kat medical centre yang Akan buat..dia dah kasi Surat untuk staff nurse tu tolong buatkan...rasanya sakit sikit kot if kat bum bum...hehehe...

So next appointment will be coming Saturday... O'Allah permudahkanlah segala urusan aku ini.... Amin ya rabbal allamin...

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Lama menyepi..

Selamat malam y'alls!

Yes,menyepi atau lebih betul membawa diri.. Sebahagian sifat kemalasan untuk berblogging makin menebal..sifat yang x dpt dipisahkan oleh s..apa2 pun kerana sifat itu semua ada.. He he he..

Oklah, today miss P datang kembalik after I took duphaston last week..tp x banyak mana pun..hairanlah..why?ada sapa2 yg pernah wat OD jadi mcm ni?I went to see my gynea last two weeks masa cuti cny..lepas makan last week arini noon dia kasi hint..lucky dah siap2 pakai pantyliner..plus mmg 2-3 days ni mcm pelik je hormon ..jerawat pun tumbuh sebijik di tepi bibir..ouch!! Sakitttt

Anyway,last sunday 4th Feb 2012 was my second bro engagements.. Congrats anwar and Nazlinda! So end of this year will be their wedding,inshaAllah if xda aral apa2.. Mama,mak tok and my relatives datang berkampung dirumah my cousin kat Vista Amani and my house..sabtu tu we all gerak ke VA with aleysha's..MH's daughter..adam x join sbb study week..so xnak ganggu dialah..

Everything berjalan dgn lancar..alhamdulillah..mak tok pun managed to see one of his cucus getting engaged..wowowwww!!!!

Pics blom transfer ke dlm laptop lg..kan malas melanda..back to my ttc iSsue,sabtu ni kena walk in jumpa doc sbb dah penoh..aiyo la doc,ramainya patient u..uwarghh..oklah mungkin aq gi sorng kot..nak ajak MH sure dia xmo sbb bkn by appointment..hopefully I manage to get earliest appointmentlah..hehe..

Minggu ni minggu last #gemersikkalbu.. Jadi kena layan baikk punya.. Esk MH ada bdminton..patut td ada jogging session with MH..tp sbb first day pms jadi mls n sleepy..ni pun tgh landing dah..anytime je boleh Zzzz..

Psl ttc againnnnn,doc dh upgrade ubat2 aq ke double up semua..so mungkin this time aq kena cucuk balik plus amik clomids..well,my cousin yg baru kawin last nov dh pregnant skrg..x silap 2mths..mls la nak pk tp ttp pk juga..kenapa bkn skrg?mmm psl reno rumah kemungkinan we all akan reno dlm and extend dapur dulu..budget lariii..hehe..besar $$$ nak guna..

Lenguh tgn taip guna bb!!

Alasan nak chow..till then selamat beradu and nite2..
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